The Fairy Loves Chaos

I made the mistake of looking up how the rest of the ACOTAR series ends after finishing the first book… well, I didn’t look up the ending itself, I was looking for other fans who were fangirling as hard as I was over Tamlin… and now knowing what will be done to Tamlin’s character, and how he ends up treating Feyre, I almost don't want to continue the series. Like, what is even the point of continuing now? 😭

Still, I’m going to continue diving into the series, even if it’s just to give TamTam the redemption arc fanfic where he finds a woman who gives him the love that he deserves. 😡

And I still hate Rhys, I don’t care what anyone says. From what I have gathered, he does worse than what Tamlin does but Feyre forgives him anyway because, I don’t fucking know, some mating bond bullshit thing.

I don’t know why I’ve grown so attached to this series. I had planned on reading the first book and just leaving it there, but now I want to devour every little detail, and willingly destroy my own heart.

Discovering ACOTAR in my 20s is probably the biggest mistake because now it’s going to be my only personality trait for the next year. I loved this book, I can’t explain it. It reads like a spicy fairytale. I’m so excited to continue the series but at the same time, I almost don’t want to because I know I’m going to cry harder than what I did with this one.

I know people have a lot of qualms about this author’s writing style. And I totally get it; to me, it feels like she underexplains a lot of things, and breezes through the story. World building clearly isn’t her strong suit.